i came home ,..and ya ofcourse shed some tears and got emotional and stuff...
had a peaceful nap...a free nap...an independent nap
got up and had bath, had tea..\
opened my laptop and read that email again and again,...mail from that beauty, that innocuous beauty
zoyathemystery@gmail.com
i replied to that mail
"ok so to attend those buddhist camps u said i should be free soul, free from all my commitments right..??
phase one is complete...
here am i...free from my commitment towards sadhana...
now what remains is commitment to college/studies..and commitment to parents/family...
I promise i will be free from both soon..
so plzz plzzz think again about your decision to not to carry your cancer drugs with u during the camp span...plzz carry them...
you will survive...we will survive...if we live, we will live together...and if we die we will die together...and no worries as u say we will be right up there amongst those shining stars...:).."
i sent this email, closed my laptop and cried like never before
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